mixed emotions

to tell you the truth i miss the times we shared

i miss you but wish i never had

your were the happness of my evenings,the dream of my nights

i cant believe you will never change

only time will tell that i'll be back in your arms again ..

my friends tell me your not the one

i keep all these excusese to think you would change

but all i get in return is a slap in the face,...

((i onced said that my mr.right would come

but dudes make every thing seem so unreal))

i can tell that you have real emotions for me but you keep on making this same mistake((so say it with your actions))GO HEAD BLAM IT ALL ON ME

REMEMBERING

i remember the day we looked at the sky

i remember the first day i met you

i remember the first time you told me your life time stroy

i remember our first kiss

i remember our first argument

i remember the fist time i foud out your little secrets

i remember hearing such negitive things about you

i remember your brown eyes

i can still feel you tender kiss i can still fell your gental touch..(got me high)

i remember your percious voice

cant let remember just be USE..I GOT TO LET IT GO

MY EPIPHANY JUST BEGAIN

the journy taken

this all become of from the day of the hurricane(katrina)

i had to figure out whats the meaning of starting a new life

first i had to tell my self that material things are nothing,, my life is more important...

Only from the grace of god, i had to see that this wasent any joke.

from that day on the brige i realize that i had to move out of my home town ..

start a whole new life and create this new look..( not taking any thing for grainit)

my family and i moved to the city of Colorado Springs,CO

i never thout i could ever see a place so beautiful

the senery was amazing,the people was very welcoming,and jolly

a couple of mounths past,my mother decides to move closer to the rest of the family..next stop was Austin,TX...

Well now this where it all starts i have this warmth in my heart to fell the hot sun again i missed the south..its very different in this city..